i have to do this

I see myself trying to convince myself that I should take a break. That I've been working on something too long when I haven't been.
I must push myself to work harder.

Right now, staring off into space and thinking about other things IS NOT GOING TO HELP ME.

I have to concentrate. Why do I have such little self-control? Why am I not able to regulate my behaviour? Why is it that there seem to be so few hours in a day? There aren't. I just don't use them to their full potential.
GET BACK ON TRACK, JENNIFER.

Why are you making excuses for yourself? Your excuses make no sense to anyone but you.
Everyone else is so disciplined. And you're not.

Get back on f**king track.

Stop this bullsh*t. Go.